right now i just don't...

I think you know what I'm getting at
I find it so upsetting that
the memories that you select
you keep the bad but the good you just forget

And even though I'm angry I can still say
I know my heart will break the day
when you peel out and drive away
I can't believe this happened

And all this time I never thought that all we had would be all for not...

No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
cause you took this too far

Make your decision and don't you dare think twice
go with your instincts along with some bad advice
this didn't turn out the way I thought it would at all
you blame me but some of this is still your fault

I tried to move you, but you just wouldn't budge
I tried to hold your hand but you'd rather hold your grudge
I think you know what I'm getting at
you said goodbye and I just don't want you regretting that

No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you
No, I don't hate you
don't want to fight you
know I'll always love you
but right now I just don't like you


'cause you took this too far...



"Which to Bury; Us or the Hatchet" ~Relient K

sigh.

I'm leaving for San Diego in the morning. Maybe it will be good for me... to get away and sort through all of this... stuff.

I'll be back in a week.

'til then,

erica